Rant of the Day

Lily has been shoving her whole fist into her mouth lately. I think teething has begun. She's not really cranky, though. So hopefully she won't go through a lot of pain duirng the process. She's finally starting to fit into some of her shoes. Still in newborn, but its better than nothing. I can't wait until it gets chilly so she can wear furry boots and cute little jackets. I found this hello kitty jacket that I really want to get her, but I'm debating because it's expensive for a baby jacket, plus she'll only wear it for a little while. But she is our first kid and we spoil her, so I think if I get it, it'll be okay :) I love that she sleeps in her crib through the night now. As much as I miss her sleeping next to me in the same room, it's for the best. Especially since Mike will be coming back in a few months [hopefully]. She's still going through growth spurts, so she's not on a SET schedule. But we are working on it. My goal is to get her on a schedule by the time Mike gets back so that it'll make everything easier on us. I'm just afraid Mike will want to either keep her up or wake her up to spend time with her. I want to make it so that she wakes up, eats, naps, bathes and go to bed all at a certain time.

I'm at my parent's house almost everyday [if you haven't realized yet] so that they can see Lily as much as possible. They leave the first week of Janurary for Korea, so they won't be able to see her for 2 whole years. Which wouldn't be a lot if it wasn't for Lily being so small still. They'll miss her first 2 birthdays, her walking, all that good stuff. But hopefully we aren't overseas when they are done with the tour in Korea. That sounds like my luck right there haha.

Soooooo it's already almost October. Everything about that month is amazing. And no, I'm not just saying that because it's my birthday month, although that does make it that much better. I turn 21, The Walking Dead season 2 premiers, phoenix, Halloween, costumes, candy, cooler weather. I am really looking forward to next month. I honestly don't even know what happened to this month. So if anyone figures it out, please let me know. It went by crazy fast.

Lily turns 3 months tomorrow. Such a big girl. I feel like I just had her yesterday, but at the same time I feel like she's been in my life forever. I'm SO happy she is in my life, but I do miss her being in my belly. I think about it almost everyday. As much pain that I went through being pregnant, the good moments are what I remember. And everyone told me I'd miss it, and I didn't believe them. Now I definetly do.

Jaclyn's going with me tomorrow to meet up with my photographer. We are just gonna meet up at a coffee shop on 4th. I'm really excited just because I'm finally starting my profolio. As far as I know he wants to do a vampieress type photoshoot; for Halloween I'm guessing. But it works out perfectly. I'm sure he chose me because I'm white as hell with black hair. I don't even like vampires, but the funnest part about modeling is you get to be someone/something else for that day. So I'll make a blog letting y'all know how it went, etc.

Jaclyn sold her car yesterday for 12 grand. She wasn't even going to sell it, but it works out better that way because she only owes 6 on it! So I'm happy for her. I'd be excited too if it were me. She's so lucky she's moving to Germany. It'd be funny if me and Mike get Germany because we actually have been wanting to go. So far it doesn't look like he'll be able to cross-train. They need cops too bad in the Air Force. It's a sucky job and nobody wants it, but there's nothing we can do. He re-enlists in May, so hopefully soon after that, we will be heading out of here.

Keirstin is moving to Tucson with her boyfriend. He's getting stationed here and TMO is coming to pack of their stuff on Monday. I'm so excited because we were best friends in highschool. So it'll be nice to have another friend that I know and trust. It seems like God is on my side lately. I've been having so much lucky, it's surreal. With Jaclyn moving in and now Keirstin coming. They'll keep my mind off of the fact that Mike's gone. I've said this once already, but I'm going to say it again. Me and Jaclyn are like long, lost sisters. Not even joking. We are so much alike, i don't think it's possible to have a better roomate. I'm glad she made the smart decision to move in with me :) We are constantly laughing and she doesn't take my jokes to heart. We pick on each other 24/7 and I'm sure going to miss that biotch when she leaves, but I FEEL LIKE I'll see her again, so I'm not too worried. When I really like someone and get along with them, I keep in touch. It's just how I am
I have no idea what we are doing today, but for the first time in a LONG time, I actually look forward to Fridays now. I'm sure I'll have more pictures from tonight to post.

I apologize for how long this blog is for any of you who actually read through the whole thing. I'm dead set on keeping up with this thing, and I haven't been doing to well lately, so I'm just catching everyone up. I type really fast, so if I made mistakes, I apologize...I'll re-read it later and fix any errors.